current mood: retarded
current song: Whiskeytown
i feel like im suddenly falling in love with completely random people for completely random reasons...
i suddenly felt this affinity to ryan adams after hearing him giggle after a song, saying "can you believe that, i forgot the line, started laughing, and then my string broke!" and i dont know why i did... because he's a freaking nut case now...
then the other day i suddenly had some weird obsession with the drummer from alkaline trio (derek grant), which is weird, because seriously, for so long, the only time i ever mentioned him was to say "he's going to eat my soul" since when i saw them at warped tour, he was drumming, took off his shirt to reveal a large satanic looking pentagram, then did that staring-over-the-brow-ridge-while-having-y
anyway, the funny thing about all of this, after seeing random guys and going "yeah thats hot" is that after all this,
i still will never find scott from school attractive at ALL.
im in love with some nut job who has nervous breakdowns on stage, and a dude who up to a couple weeks ago, i was fairly convinced wanted to devour my soul.
HAHAHHA ok i think its funny. maybe its causr its 9am and im not asleep yet.